{"id":38,"date":"2004-12-04T16:58:10","date_gmt":"2004-12-04T11:58:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/?p=38"},"modified":"2013-08-12T23:19:31","modified_gmt":"2013-08-12T18:19:31","slug":"mening-muhabbatim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/?p=38","title":{"rendered":"Mening muhabbatim…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Dunyodagi eng yaxshi ko`rgan insonim bilan rosa yig`lashdik (hayron bo`layotgandirsiz-a?). Ha, men jonimdan ortiq sevgan insonim meni mendan-da kuchliroq sevadi, buni uning har nafasidan sezib turaman. Uning so`zlari meni yangidan hayotga keltiradi. Bitta telefondagi qo`ng`irog`imni qanchalik intiqlik ila kutishini, meni o`ylab yig`lashini, meni deb hatto tunlaridan bedor qolishini tasavvur ham qila olmaysiz. Men unga sovg`a qilgan arzimas narsani ham hammaga doston qiladi, uni men berganim bilan faxrlanadi, mening har bir muvaffaqiyatlarimdan boshi ko`kka yetadi.<\/p>\n

Undagi muhabbatni so`z bilan ta’riflashning iloji bormikan? Mehr-muhabbatning bundan ortiq ko`rinishi bormikan? Men esa uni u ardoqlagandek ardoqlay olamanmi? Nega mensiz yashay olmasligini, haftada atigi bir martagina qiladigan qo`ng`irog`imni intizor kutishini nega his qilmayman? Yoki meni o`ylab yegani ichiga tushmayotganligi, mudom yig`lashini nega tushunmayman? Nega bir og`iz shirin so`zimni undan qizg`onaman?<\/p>\n

Axir uning sha’niga tonnalab olqish yog`dirsa arziydi-ku! Yoki shundayin ishbilarmon bo`lib ketdimmi? Bahonani qarang: “Ishlar ko`payib ketib telefon qila olmadim”. U yoqdan javob keladi: “O`tgan haftadan beri telefonga zor termulaman. Har bir qong`iroqqa ilinj ila quloq tutaman, chorshanba kutdim, shanba kutdim… telefon ham ko\u2018zimga dunyodagi eng yomon maxluqdek ko`rinib ketdi”. Va nihoyat dushanba kuni telefon qilaman: go`shakdan uning dunyoda tengsiz ovozi eshitiladi. U yig`lar edi… Men ham yig`ladim…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Men sizni hammadan yaxshi ko`raman – ONAJON!!!!!!!<\/p>\n

Davronbek Tojialiyev<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Dunyodagi eng yaxshi ko`rgan insonim bilan rosa yig`lashdik (hayron bo`layotgandirsiz-a?). Ha, men jonimdan ortiq sevgan insonim meni mendan-da kuchliroq sevadi, buni uning har nafasidan sezib turaman. Uning so`zlari meni yangidan hayotga keltiradi. Bitta telefondagi qo`ng`irog`imni qanchalik intiqlik ila kutishini, meni o`ylab yig`lashini, meni deb hatto tunlaridan bedor qolishini tasavvur ham qila olmaysiz. Men unga sovg`a qilgan arzimas narsani ham hammaga \u0414\u0430\u0432\u043e\u043c\u0438 …<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[48],"tags":[35,34],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=38"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1240,"href":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38\/revisions\/1240"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=38"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=38"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/davronbek.ziyouz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=38"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}